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Sep. 16th, 2014 06:49 pmwhat i hate about facebook, et al.
i hate that i get anxious looking at photos that people i used to know post. they're all posing with family, friends, children, doing things, going places. i don't understand why that bothers me. i don't post anything because 1)i don't do anything. i mean i don't do anything.
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i go to work, then i come home. sometimes i go to buy groceries on the way home. i will have as little of a conversation with my husband that i can. small talk, really. if it wasn't for him i wouldn't talk to anyone outside of work.
at work, i have one person i work with. she's leaving in two weeks to germany to elope or something. now i will get to train someone new who won't stay there very long either. when i'm at work i will speak with my clients, but otherwise i don't have to talk to my coworker at all. she's facetiming all night long.
my best friend from school was in town last week and finally texted me this morning to see if we could "hang out" for a while before he went back home tomorrow. in other words, an obligation notification. i declined. somehow spending the rest of my day asleep sounded better than that.
i hate that i get anxious looking at photos that people i used to know post. they're all posing with family, friends, children, doing things, going places. i don't understand why that bothers me. i don't post anything because 1)i don't do anything. i mean i don't do anything.
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i go to work, then i come home. sometimes i go to buy groceries on the way home. i will have as little of a conversation with my husband that i can. small talk, really. if it wasn't for him i wouldn't talk to anyone outside of work.
at work, i have one person i work with. she's leaving in two weeks to germany to elope or something. now i will get to train someone new who won't stay there very long either. when i'm at work i will speak with my clients, but otherwise i don't have to talk to my coworker at all. she's facetiming all night long.
my best friend from school was in town last week and finally texted me this morning to see if we could "hang out" for a while before he went back home tomorrow. in other words, an obligation notification. i declined. somehow spending the rest of my day asleep sounded better than that.